| I am so over this |
[Jun. 14th, 2009|04:25 pm] |
I am in so much pain, sometimes it is unbearable. I hate not being able to do things for myself, but I knew all of this when I went into this surgery. This all would have been fine if I felt some support. People are stupid. I barely have any visitors. I had Sam visit me in the hospital for a little while. That was it. What about all the other people who said they would hang with me? OH, you don't like hospitals? Funny how you didn't say that before when you talked about visiting me there. Oh, you just didn't get a chance to get there? You didn't feel welcome at my home?
Bullshit, all of it. Where are all those people who are supposed to care for me? Thank goodness for my parents. Dean has been helping, but I obviously have been boring him to death by not being able to do anything.
I am lonely. I am in pain.
My siblings couldn't even call to see how I was doing.
Things like this show me where I am in this world for others |
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