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[May. 17th, 2007|02:56 pm] |
Hmm... It;s been a while since posting. Life has been stressful and each doctors visit gets more annoying and painful. I had the EGD where they woke me up in the middle of it, me crying and nurses holding me down. Fun right? Well the docs decide I need a special CT scan where they put a hose down my nose through my stomach into my small intestines. I'm told 'dont worry, it wont hurt' ' it will just be a little umcomfortable'. they lie and it hurt like hell. As I'm crying from pain, I get 3 doctors and 2 hours before they decide to call my main GI doc and ask if its ok if they stop, they cant get it passed my stomach.
But I learned that I have a unique stomach, its elongated and J-shaped.
The rest of the visit to the hospital, which started a 9:15 and was only suppose to last an hour, I got out of there at about 3 PM. It was very annoying, alot of needle poking.
Something is soo off in my life. Not just physically....but mentally and I wonder who can I talk to? I try to spark up conversation with people, hoping someone will be there to listen to whats driving me crazy, but everyone seems so preoccupied with their own lives, they arent there to listen. I guess that would be all fine, but I try my hardest to be there for anyone who needs me, even when I'm troubled myself. Apparently my needs to talk are less warranted than everyone else's, whatever. |
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[Mar. 8th, 2007|05:06 pm] |
This first one seems to be my favorite so far
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[Mar. 8th, 2007|03:47 pm] |
notes from an underground
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[Mar. 8th, 2007|03:35 pm] |
I wish I could have a real photoshoot, just to try
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[Jan. 3rd, 2007|07:58 pm] |
While the photoshoot I was working on had horrible lighting and I suck at editing, I have to point out (in this cropped picture) look at that fucking stomach! I am just amazed it turned out like that, no fucking editing on that thing
P.S. that black thing on my chest is my version of the "black Bar", hence blocking y'all from seeing what my fiance doesn't want you to see |
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[Aug. 25th, 2006|11:26 am] |
Corset pics! My new one, It's not laced tight yet, but it is still a picture
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[Jul. 5th, 2006|12:44 pm] |
Yet more, for all those that check my journal because I lack the skills to post the pics under a community:
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[Jun. 19th, 2006|04:05 pm] |
here's a new outfit I designed. I just sewn the bustle in that dress in under 10 minutes, its cheap, but it looks cute. skirt, bustle skirt, petticoat from Goodwill, top from Kohls (on sale) corset from New Orleans
Poor quality pics but live with it
P.S. the black bustle has a flower design on it |
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